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The End

Dec. 11th, 2006 | 12:46 pm
location: New BRUNS

I attended my last latin class for the semester, without a dream. My roomate did however wake me up this morning.
Thank god it's over.
My professor was giddy for latin, and had frequent boughts of brains freezers, and farts and all other things encompassing communication inabilities.
I hope andrew scott is better prepared next semester.


Sep. 7th, 2006 | 11:26 am
location: NEW BRUNS

i'm back in college.

lying in bed before my first latin class > in a dead dream state
Dreamtime: i was rushing to class, for some reason i was late of which i wasn't sure. soooo then i piled into my friend ryan's car, who lives in philadelphia. BUT APPARENTLY WE WERE ALL GOING TO THE CLASS? after i umped into the car other numerous scary ppl from the dorm (in newbrunswick did as well) so besides being confused about that it was sunny when we left MY house (in belmar) but when we reached the ben franklin bridge it was all over. we were late, in a car full of creeps and it was raining/thundering/ and seemed that all hell was breaking out! basically i thought i was going to die and then my alarm went off. i woke up to the doors - love her madly, or whatever the title was and went to class.

i think i left my trash in latin. and my professor was giddy for latin!

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Apr. 20th, 2006 | 02:10 am

it's great to say that i feel disconnected and distant from all of my friends. how great.
im not sure if i like it here, or not.

i really lke german expressionism and minimalism.

i guess lj doesnt care about music anymore
mountain goats - hast thou considered the tetrapod?


Apr. 3rd, 2006 | 05:09 pm

yesterday drove around a lot yelling or singing, SINCE YOUVE BEEN GONE in kp's car. we did that a few times. The best was down george street. we got some amazing looks. also, we did it in front of the dorm. however, no one was appreciative. everyone sings it every other damn day and not yesterday. wtf. that's bullshit. but it was fun.
we played in target, and shouted SHOW ME YOUR TARGETS. and then we went to wawa
the weather was lovely. i slept outside and studied outside. it was grand.
tests are almost all done. hooray.

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Mar. 28th, 2006 | 10:54 pm

i feel stuck again. I dont understand my obsession with time, or having a lack of it. it just makes me feel like shit, and stuck. or why im obsessed with what would happen, when shit hasnt even happened yet.
i wish that certain things were easier, or that i could accept that they never are.

just dont feel comfortable anywhere anymore, and lost. pretty fucking lost.

ugh. self lamenting. but the what the fuck else is this stupid lj for.

it is what it is

Mar. 24th, 2006 | 01:02 pm
mood: powerfully word
music: COMPUTER lab NO mUsiCA@

word power then going home
not the greatest week ever. but o well.
Dumpstar and Guida will be home to create mayham. hooray
bike must come back to school. for numerous bike rides.
my eyes are burning. im not sure. how come.
what tis!

I'm legal!

Mar. 19th, 2006 | 02:16 pm
mood: happy happy
music: Mamas and Papas - Creeque Alley

Yes folk', for the second time in my life i am again legal, and this time to drink! Hooray!!!!

My lil' 21st birthday was the perfect climax to the end SB 06! I'd like to thank my friends for coming out with me and making my night a good one. Ok, so what, we all didn't getting completely trashed, puking everywhere or dancing with bouncers, we've been there done that. (well sorta, ya know, makin out with someone if not an old bouncer)But i'd say we were all drunk hopin around the bar like the 21yr olds that we are compared to all the 30 yr olds. We were just so silly, and definetely the youngest ones there.
my night started at O'neills, with Teddi, SCott and Jill. We got there about 9:30, and got started. My first legal, but still illegal drink we Jack n' Coke! i had a few of those, and each one go progressively stronger. Now, when i'm drinking i always thought that they werent supposed to taste so strong as i went along! but yknow, i guess not! everyone else started off a lil' slower, some burrss and scott drank guinesse like that irish man that he is not!
we ate dinner, and drew all over the table and sang along to the silly band that played.
while there, i saw some shmucks from HS whom i properly ignored.
UNFORTUNATELY, i saw teresa from the fucking osprey. I just avoided her. I realized a nice thing about bar setting. You can easily say that you didn't see, or HEAR someone. even though i might have, and probably made an OMG face. and ran away! weee!!
MommaB took care of us all night at O'neills. she gave me balloons and silly guinesse stickers that lit up, even though they did end up pissin me off after awhile. wee!!!

When then hitched a ride from Momma B down to Leggetts, where i was supposed to meet up with a few people. And only met up with my Aunt Mare and Uncle El. But that was just fine for me. They gave me some chips for free drinks, introduced me to the bartenders (two) and they gave me a free shot, and a drink! SO silly doin' shots with my aunt and uncle! how crazy!
so we bonded over some beers, and loud stupid music. Then Scott ordered a SCotch on the rocks, like the fucking asshole that he is. haha my uncle laughed and was like WHOa Sdlkfd! haha. it was funny. We all found an empty table in the back of the bar and sat/stood/danced there for the rest night.

I really had a good time. I love you guys for being there, and being lovin' me unconditionally, drunk or sober! weee! can't wait for the summer.

back to rutgers in a few. ugh.. but i'll save that entry for another day, not gonna end this weekend on a bad note!


Mar. 6th, 2006 | 02:32 pm

Week II continues and i struggle to stop biting my nails. so far, so good.

I went to Rowan this weekend for the first time since December. It was nice to see everyone, but i was nicer to hang out and catch up with my bff for EEEE.
Therefore, we didn't do much. haha. FRiday we saw Leah perform at Eleven East which was nice, and i enjoyed her stuff. I am pretty sure she played a certain special instrument that makes me giggle, when i think about it's history. It was strange having some people from rutgers at rowan. It was odd. just because i know them from rutgers, not from rowan. and mixed up! i can't explain even though the idea is so simple. After that we went to Beau 60, nothing terribly exciting there either. just the normal people and normal ho' activities.

Saturday, was slow. we didn't move much, despite feeling A OK! Ate chinese food, and proceeded to watch too many hours of Americas Next Top Model. way too many hours. Fuckin Lisa was awesome. she was a wino who looked like a crack ho. my favorite type of people. i already forgot who one. THen we got to drinkin' later on, and decided to just stay in. and tried to watch the princess bride. it didn't happen, sleeping seemed to be a better idea around 2:30 am. we did some chit chattin' all the while, and did some catchin up, but i feel like i talked a lot. sorryy...

Sunday, i left around 6:00. Was lazy all day. jumped around indoors and what not. sunday was project runway forever. who is going to win this season? asshole santino, or chloe? or daniel. who knows. . . who knows. i'm gonna bring my car next time to rowan, so we can visit our diner, and karl. oh i'll bring my ID, to go to the bars. FINISH UPDATING LATER> CLASS NOW.

one week

Mar. 5th, 2006 | 11:38 pm

one more week until spring break,
I can not wait. Not that school is going badly, or things are terrible, but i just need to go home for awhile and relax. I want to ride my bike, drive my car and sleep in my bed! Oh yes, I am also going to celebrate my 21st birthday!! wooo! so much a happening. : )

I went to rowan this weekend, for the first time since december. It was nice to see everyone on friday, but it was also really nice to just stay in with yar best friend and chitchat w/ some drinks. : ) After this weekend, I have realized that leaving rowan was definately the right thing for me. i was beginning to doubt myself in the fall, and the months preceeding Rutgers, but now, i feel that i did make the right choice in switching schools.
But, i still question school and it's worth. It's nice to have, but what the fuck does it mean.

i just can not wait to go home, i need the beach! and sun, and a slower pace of life for a lil' bit.

thanks for a good weekend girl, <3

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Feb. 27th, 2006 | 04:20 pm

i just failed my latin test. hooray.

i hate my transfer class, stupid project. but some girl offered to type it, now i just have email her crap. if i remember.

die. studyfor wordpower.

call me, i'm up for a drug binge later this evening.